no bueno
i'm only wearing thrifted clothes right now. kinda cool. a local goodwill cream colored pencil skirt from activa, a white and blue flannel from the brand priority male which i bought from a seller from ukraine, and a brown button-up japanese burberry brand shirt that hails from england. i love thrifting, and i hate it at the same time, because it doesn't feel like "mine" when i receive it. does that make sense? like, when i buy something new it feels new and i'm the first person to wear it (probably) so it really holds no surprises. it's going to immediately feel like mine. but when i thrift something (online) it feels like i'm going on a blind date or something. i'm excited but also apprehensive. like, i know what they look like, but i don't know how they smell or act, or how i'm going to react to them. am i going to feel comfortable right away or is it going to be awkward? will they smell bad or look rough around the edges? are they put together? i've never been on a blind date but i'm guessing it feels the same way i do when i receive a piece of clothing- okay, i'll stop now.
i'm making gluten-free mac n cheese because... i accidently bought gluten-free. one of our specials at moose's tooth is a meatball sandwich this week! whoo. our new restaurant got it's first review - 5 stars. it officially opens today.
i didn't gym the last two days. i would go tonight but alec has the car and it's 12:30 am and i don't know when he will be back. he's playing volleyball. i was going to work for him today but decided not to because i'm lazy. jake picked up his shift instead.
i watched the val kilmer documentary - it was pretty good. his son made it with the collection of videography his dad filmed throughout his life. you never know where life is going to take you - what's around the riverbend? waiting just around the riverbend? i look once more, just around the riverbend... the scene where he is cutting his hair with a knife, i don't really get what led up to that part to be honest.
what did i eat yesterday? a lotus that felt like diabetes (i realllyyy shouldn't have drank it, but it had coconut cold foam in it that tasted sooo good. i don't know how the girly girls do it. i'm going to stick to the good ol simple lotuses or sugar free.) half a smoothie, half a ciabatta sandwich, and burgerfi fries with some ketchup. because, fresh fries.
i wish i looked like early 2000s kirsten dunst. or like, julia stiles. they can pull of "boring" clothes so well. just like a simple t shirt and jeans with their hair down. the skinny effect, seriously. is it a good outfit and are they just skinny? there are two blonde girls at one of the coffee huts here that look exactly alike and like, i know they're different, but i totally thought they were the same last time i went there and the girl was like "no - that's anika." and luckily after that she said a lot of people think they look alike. thank god.